Man, I really don’t know what I want. Like I don’t want to go to college in all honesty. I’m scared what my future holds. I just wish I had enough money to last me my whole life so I can travel the world and enjoy myself. But that’s not going to happen. Ugh like man idk what I’m suppose to do…can’t get myself to do what needs to be done. Can I just hide in my bed the rest of my life? No okay.